Gone

Gone

By: R.A. Slater

07-07-08

Gone are the days of blue haze

The mowers came one day

And cut it all down

They showed no remorse

They showed no regret

Only stisfaction in a job well done

Gone are the days of youth

Gone is our innocence

Now we must trod the path unmarked

We may travel without joy in our bosom

Or hope in our heart

But faith still abides

For though the path is unmarked

Robbed of the delightful blue haze

It is still the same path as before

Tantalize 2

Tantalize Me {pt 2}
by: R.A. Slater
04-26-08

Once in our secret place
You tantalize me
Your touch is light as a feather
Becoming firmer as I press into you
Teasing me at the edge of my senses
Your fingers trace my face
Running along my cheekbones
Under my chin, caressing my neck
You draw me close to you
Without my being aware
So easily you reached into my world
And drew me away
Pulling me into your own
Where thought stills
And attention is focused on you
On your touch
Your gaze
Your beating heart
Blending somehow with my own
Longing for more of you
Hoping that this moment does not end
But goes on forever

Eclipse

Inspired by a recent sermon by David Wilkerson that I read entitled "An Eclipse of Faith".

Eclipse

By: R. A. Slater

05-08-08

Why do You hide?

Why do You leave me alone?

Your hand which covered me

Now covers Your face from me

Withholds Your presence

Keeps Your very breathe

Afar off

The barest shimmers

Along the edges of perception

Serve to remind me

Of the past glories

Of how things used to be

Instead of reminding me

That You are not completely gone

My heart cries out for Your return

Even as I deal with the anger

Over Your departure

Not understanding WHY?

Why God?

What did I do to deserve

The absence of You?

Can't You see

What this is doing to me?

How I can't breathe?

How I stumble and fall

Because I can't see

In this diluted darkness

Of this eclipse?

I wish that I could give up

I long to give up

But something keeps prodding me

A faint glimmer of hope perhaps

A last shred of faith

That this too shall pass

That You will return to me

Tantalize 1

Tantalize {pt 1}
by: R.A. Slater
04-23-08

How you tantalize me
Drawing me on
Tempting me with bits and pieces
Marking the way with delectable morsels
Each one designed to captivate
And hold my attention
As you lead me to your destination
Where we can be together at last
With no one to bother
And no interruptions
So that you can ravish me
At your leisure
Taking your time at exploring me
Pleasuring in my pleasure
This thought draws me on after you
You never waiver
Never let me wander
Keeping our eyes on each other
And the destination
And the as of yet unknown
Ecstasies that await us there
My heart pounds in anticipation
And I hear the echo of this desire
In your voice as you encourage me on

Moonbeam

A change of pace.....sort of a commerical break maybe? lol!

Moonbeam

by: R.A. Slater

4-17-08

Sleathily I rise above the horizon

Uncurling my luminescent beams

As a flower opens her petals to the sun

Or as a maiden unfurls her hair for her lover

For so I desire to be to you

Stretching forth in my beauty

I long to wake you

Arouse you from your slumber

To caress you with my soft tendrils

Pleasure you with my sweetness

To bathe you with my incandescent glow

Seduce you with my smooth milky white

To feel your hands reaching back

And see the desire in my eyes

Reflected in your own

Pulling closer to each other

No longer existing in distant orbits

But dancing closer and closer

Until we are in the same plane

Will you be there when I wake

Or will it turn out to be a dream

Regardless I display my beauty for you to see

As a maiden slowly disrobes for her lover

For so I long to be to you

Count My Tears

Count My Tears

by: R.A. Slater

4-19-08

Do You count my tears

Each one as they fall

In a steady stream

As anguish breaks my heart

Yet once again

As I am forgotten

Shoved to the side

And ignored

Do You count my tears

Shed in loneliness and despair

Differently from the other tears

Shed in joy and delight

Though far and few between

Do You keep them in seperate bottles

Or pool them all together

Do You count my tears

That I cause myself

Or consider them deserved

Unworthy of marking

Do You count my tears

Even when they aren't shed

Held in by fear

Of judgement and condemnation

See them now

Dropping, streaming, falling

How can You count

A continuous stream

Sometimes

Sometimes

by: R.A. Slater

4-12-08

Sometimes I don't know where You are

Looking high and low

Until I am weary and faint

I curl up inside into a tiny ball

The pain of my loss too great to bear

The world bears down on me

Cutting off my will to live

Cutting off the very air I breath

Though my tongue has been silenced

Still my heart cries out to You

Knowing that where ever You are

You always hear each whispered shout

How I miss Your presence

Your arms wrapped around me

Keeping me warm in this cold world

So now I wait...

Sitting here alone and cold

Weary with my crying

Waiting for You to find me again

Weary

Weary
by: R.A. Slater
April 5, 2008

I am so weary of my life
Of waiting and longing
For open doors that aren't there
Of hoping for things
That never come to pass
Even the windows are solidly locked
I have checked them twice
There is no escape from this dark passage
As I groan beneath the weight of my burden
Trying to scream
In a world of deaf people
I find that I am invisible
No breath of cool air
To bring me relief
No oasis in this darkness
To quench my thirst
Blindly I grope along
Needing to keep moving
If there is a light
At the end of this tunnel
My heart feels that it is far off
And I despair of living long enough
To see it with my own eyes
Instead of imagining it
But I am weary
Unable to keep my chin up any longer
Needing rest
And finding no safe refuge